Glow

Pain has been my power and I turned it into my passion
Still glowing from the pain, it is what I was used to and also known for,
While now I glow, you see my heart of gold,

‘Cause I found my heart and it is back where it belongs,

My heart is back at the place where it belongs, but still fragile and broken,

‘Cause pain has been fallen into my heart, body and veins,
Everything is hurting, screaming and yelling from the pain,
It doesn’t want to fall, it doesn’t want to fall in love again, but than you came along

You asked for the broken pieces and to give my broken heart to you,

So you ripped my broken heart out of me, trying to make it whole again, trying to fit the broken pieces,
‘Cause you said: I will not leave you until I fix your scars, my love,
I don’t give a damn how dark your sky is, ‘cause you are still the light, my love,
The light that is shining, like a shooting star and I want to watch you glow,
‘Cause my love you are still alive and you are like magic, someone you only meet once in a lifetime,

I want to let you in, let you heal my broken heart and glow,
But I don’t want to get too close, ‘cause my scars run deep,
Deeper than you ever could have known and deeper than you ever could imagine,
‘Cause nobody knows how deep it goes, Nobody knows all the things that I’ve seen and the places where I’ve been,

So how can I trust that you won’t go away and leave me behind in the dark,
In the dark with all the broken pieces of me and my heart, broken pieces from the mirrors,
How can I trust that you will make me and my heart whole again and make us happy?
So darling don’t fall for me, I’m too fragile and broken, ‘cause I don’t want the world to know how broken I am,
How broken my heart is, that is still bleeding from the pain when I felt death inside,
Even when I’m like magic, even when I shine like a shooting star,

Here I am at the end of the darkness and see what I’ve been through, how fragile and broken I was,
How much I was hurt, broken, so much that I turned my pain into passion,
And now I see that you are still standing here at the end, fixing my scars and making me whole again, as promised,
You saw my glow, you saw my heart of gold, you saw the magic within me while I was in the dark night of my soul,
I was used to pain, scars and now leaving it all behind and standing in the light,
Glowing like a shooting star!

Date of written: The 14th of November 2024

Inspired by the song of Livingston - Glow

With a lot of love,

Souljourney Sharon